Disappear
I'm not what I said I was
But neither are you so shutup
Don't criticize, or ostracize
Forgive and forget, or be forgotten
Its a choice, I gave you a chance
A chance you've wasted, now its rotten
Leave this place, I hate your face
I built you up, now I'll break you down
Before I disappear
Today, Tomorrow, and Yesterday
Today I saw the fire
Flaring up, intensely burns
I fell so far inside it
I was afraid I would be burned
Take this flailing body
Fill me up by darker means
Save love for the next life
My heart knows nothing but strife
Tomorrow comes my brother
His words are light, motives dark
We both despise each other
On each of us a separate mark
Our battle is eternal
Nothing can discourage me
Save peace for the next life
My heart knows nothing but strife
Yesterday is lost now
Ash remains, only ash
I lost my memories, how?
Pained to say a darkened path
Long ago the wrong choice
Ruined all I hoped to see
Save it for the next
My heart knows nothing but strife
Visions
In a great vision came to me
Visions of a most blackened tree
And hung by its black branches
Was he who never had chances
For he was condemned by Him
To commit the most dark of sins
To betray His son, the prodigal one
And once indeed the deed was done
Betrayed by his own guilt, he was hung
And there he stayed, body dying
Never to die, but his soul kept trying
The next night even clearer still
Was sent to me a vision filled
With wanton suffering and death
Many innocents took their last breath
Fire rained, and famine swept
Through the land where Ramses slept
Until he wept for a son who was dead
He was spared, to feel great dread
And forever be a witness to
The wonders which only God can do
And later again at the break of dawn
A vision came, brief then gone
Of a beast so terrible, so frightening
He passed before my eyes like lightning
A forked tongue, ten forked heads
Upon the black of hell he treads
With hooves, not feet
And ten mouths to greet
All who sin and all who cheat
The greatest of fathers
A Giod, a counselor like no other